Had a bit of a come-down after Caption, which is a good sign but made for a rather irritating couple of days at the car factory where I’m thinking all these great things went through my mind over the weekend and now I’m putting together a small part of a gear box over and over and over and then the evenings are spent in a fug of brain-full stupor as all the great things clogged up and wouldn’t budge in an inspiration-constipation kinda way. All seems to be getting better now though.
One very annoying thing was all the ideas for new projects that kept popping up, annoying because I feel I’ve already got too many projects on the go as it is. I’m actually quite jealous of the ‘real’ artists I know in that they generally have one project on the go based around their particular skill, whereas I don’t have a specific skill, more a general smattering of things I’m quite good at, none of which tend to stand alone, and a seemingly endless supply of ideas for things that would be cool to do, along with never enough time or energy or (more often to be honest) self belief to see them through.
I like being an ideas person, don’t get me wrong, but sometimes I wish I just had a sketch-book, the ability to draw and the attitude to stick to it.
So anyway, four new projects have come to mind this last few days which don’t seem to be going away. Try as I might they just seem far too sensible to not do. First up is a zine, tentatively called Brain Fart, wherein I’ll sift through the quarter of a million words in this weblog and see if any are worth preserving in print. The chances are a few of them might be, plus I’ve always intended to collect the Farmblog at some point. Next up are a couple of comics history projects, a web-presence for my small press comics archive being the obvious one (since I’m currently working on cataloging them all) and a small press comics history site based on the panel I chaired at Caption looking at each year in turn and gradually adding all the important things that happened and comics published. Finally I’m still thinking of bringing back the comics mail order distro (that BugPowder was before it was a weblog) as a small concern running it more as a publishing house than a shop gradually building up a list of quality self published comics of distiction, partly because I think there’s a need, partly to subsidise the other comics projects, partly because I still have stock left over from the last time and partly because I want to.
Oh, and there’s another idea for a gated music aficionados site that’s been brewing for the last month but that’s going to require me learning stuff first, and I don’t think I’m going to have time for that.
So if you come up with a cool idea and want me to be involved and I seem really keen but keep edging away from any actual commitment to actually do any actual stuff that would take actual time and actual energy (or actual self belief), this is why.
Okay, brain unclogged now.